colourful life

2010-07-09T00:19:00.002+08:00

wad am i doin?!

wad should i do?!

why i keep acting like this?!

WTF happen with me!!!!

OMG!!! wake up le!!!!

stop being a child!!!!

it's time to grow!!!

have to chase your dream!!!!

have to wake up and learn whatever things u can before u fly off!!!

have to grab as many things as u can to fly off!!!!

u have to stand up and learn things!!!!!

u have to wake up and stop dreaming!!!!!

u have to be more mature and start chasing ur dream!!!!!!

can't sit there and wait anymore!!!!!

things won't come themself!!!

dream won't come true by itself!!!!!!

HELLOO!!!! it's your chance to run towards to ur dream now!!!!

WAKE UP!!!!!!!

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2010-04-23T08:11:00.001+08:00

im stresss

i need a break..T.T

2010-03-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

just wanted to say that some of those "luxury" outlet salesppl are really deserve some punish..

how could they be so arrogant/look down toward their customers who walk into the shop with t-shirts and shorts?!

does everyone must wear LV Prada and Gucci then they will serve them??!

service from that particular shop is totally a zero.

my god..i pay for hundred over and i deserve better service from you..

tht's consumer right..what for i pay for service tax and i get ntg in return.

plus wearing LV Prada and Gucci doesn't mean that particular person is rich and wearing only t-shirts and shorts doesn't mean that particular person is poor.

you work in that shop but you don't own it.

so just give the bloody good service to the customers who walk in.

at least they are afford to purchase that piece.

and don't forget your bloody salary is come from us the customer who walk in and didn't get the best service from you guys..

and remember that shop does not own by YOU!!

idiot..

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2010-01-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

damn...lots of things wanna buy..

but then i only left a few hundred dollars..T.T

but thenn...

i can't wait 20th March..SUPER SHOW II..

hope tht day im free..no work..wooohooo..

2010-01-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

*cough cough*

feel so sick..T.T

2010-01-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

new year new hope/wish

leetien very own wish list:

1. New laptop - emm..best is MacBook

2. New camera - Leica!! muahahahahahaha

3. New shoes - Adidas

4. New clothes - nice and suit my style

5. New hairstyle - long hair?!

6. Drive to Phuket

7. Have a White Christmas this year

8. Get more experience in Events

9. Learn Korean

10. Go Korea

11. More friends

12. A brand new bicycle..

lastly..

BE MORE CRAZY!!!!

my wish list look very expensive..

emm..i'll wait till i got money then i only fulfill some of those IMPOSSIBLE criteria..XD

hmm..when is the time that i got tons of money to spend?!

ten years?! T.T

aja aja fighting..

new year new me..im gonna change my attitude and style..

nasty attitude..nasty style..

throw away!!

i wanna be more....BRAVE and INDEPENDENT!!

*so i can go korea ma..

-end-

2009-12-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

yin mei ask me to write WHATEVER!!!

2009-11-13T20:51:00.003+08:00

korean songs are getting more and more popular now..

super junior sorry sorry

wonder girls nobody

g-dragon heartbreaker

2pm again and again

rain rainism

and so on

they are getting more and more popular now..

wonder girls' nobody stay in the music industry quite long..

it was created few years back..

many people will remember the lyrics

"i want nobody nobody but you"

it's quite popular now in USA

and now more and more Malaysian are getting addicted to korean song..

i remember last time..

when i sang i want nobody nobody but you..

everyone will like..huh?! ape tu?!

now..if u dunno what's that is..u have to on youtube and watch it..

now..another popular song all over the world..

"sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega macheo"

haha..really very popular..

im quite surprised when i walked into converse stall and they playing this..

huh?! Malaysia outlet shop playing korean song?!

my ears got prob?! or i misheard anything?!

no im not..it's really sorry sorry..

not only tht shop..others also playing it..

very popular..

and it's quite useful though..

u can sing when u want to apologize..

u can dance when u're apologizing..

the dance steps is quite easy to learn..

i mean the sorry sorry part..quite catchy..

u can learn it within one week..emm except for the leg part..

*i learn it quite long* XD

nobody too..very easy to remember...

everyone is dancing and singing these two songs..

wow..i believe korean song will be very very very popular in the future..

just like sorry sorry and nobody

ooh..last thing..

i hope super junior will come here for super show two..

cz i heard that their last super show will be at Taiwan..Feb 10 2010..

NOOOO!!!

they must come here this time..

no second time ffk..plss~

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2009-10-28T17:14:00.003+08:00

i feel scare suddenly..

what if i can't produce good work out?!

what if i fail to do a good job?!

what if i dunno how to do things good?!

what if i make my family feel disappointed?!

what if this and that...

really worry now..

can i do a good job?!

can i make my family feel proud?!

ho..

help me..

god save me man..

-end-

2009-10-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

im just to bored at home

my brain is goin to rust soon

im just dun like to be at home..

with anyone around..

i wanna be alone..

alone..

dun wanna stay here..

im just..

being too sensitive

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back to the basic

2009-10-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

just wanna back to the basic

getting more and more nervous

dun really know what to say

will i get hire?!

will i perform well?!

anyway

i'll do my best

-end-

what name should i call?

2009-10-23T11:40:00.001+08:00

well..as you know..

when u going out for work..

u need ppl to remember your name..

my name "leetien"

i dun understand y many ppl said it's too hard to remember..

during my SWE..

my colleagues called me "Sky"

emm..i dun really like that name..

but..nvm la..

now..i wanna choose a name that i feel it's unique..

should i call "Mia"

or should i name back my ownself "leetien"

"Mia" or "leetien" that's the question..

-end-

2009-10-16T13:17:00.002+08:00

..well..

..suddenly..

..i feel like..

..i wanna go to somewhere..

..some place..

..that i can relax..

..some place..

..i have no worry..

..some place..

..i can be alone..

..wanna go out to catch a breathe..

..wanna go out to experience my life..

..this is not what i want..

..sitting at home doin ntg..

..im getting more and more lazy now..

..i need to go out and work..

..arghh..

..getting crazy with this issue..

..i wanna work..

..opportunity..

..work opportunity..

..how can all events company wanna recruit only experience ppl..

..if u dun give us a chance..

..how we gonna gain our experience..

..holding diploma is not a sin..

..if u dun let us work..

..we dun have money for further study..

..holding degree so what..

..if they only hav the paper but no ability to work..

..is that what they want now?..

..paper qualification is it that important?..

..experience is it that important?..

..yes..

..it is very important..

..it is very very important..

..i just want a work..

..i just wanna get out from here..

..any work..

..any work will do..

..any work relate to events..

..i dun care how much u pay me..

..i just wanna get out from here..

..i wanna start a new life..

-end-

MBLAQ debut!!

2009-10-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

big day for today!!

15th of october

dong hae's birthday

as well as

MBLAQ debut

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OH YEAH!!!

2009-10-14T12:56:00.003+08:00

whoa..mblaq finally come out their first mv!!

emm..i think they'll make a great success in the future..

haha..

2009-10-10T16:36:00.002+08:00

it's strange u know..

from when i was a kid till now..

when i look at those pictures..

i'll just stun for awhile, shake my head and sigh a lil..

it's just i can't believe..

am i like that before?!

i feel that..

when im in secondary school..my style and all

ewww..how can i wear like that?!

OMG!!!!

i wanna bang wall..

i dun wanna look at it also..T.T

now..my sense of style better..

hahaha

*proud*

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2009-10-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

haha..i can't believe i'd graduated!!!

before i came to college..2 years ago..

the first thing that came to my mind is..

can i graduate safely at the end of the day?!

can i pass every subjects?!

these things kept comin again and again..

y?!

cz..i dun really like study..

haha..

but after comin to college..

i change my point of view..

i like the study style

and my results really did shock me

i din expect much on it..

but at least i graduate!!

haha..

really happy with it..

well..

and one more thing..

ANGELINE SARA CHEWIE

u three!!

ceongmal kamsahamnida

dun give me any surprise bd in the future..

i'll get heart attack

im so smart btw

from the beginning when sara said our plan..

then i can figure it a bit

smart!!!!!

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2009-10-08T11:43:00.003+08:00

..finally..

..d day has come..

..after 2 and half years..

..d day i've been waiting for..

....

..well..

..honestly..

..im getting nervous..

....

..ceremony is tmrw..

..wad should i do now..

..hmmm..

..anyway..

..it's the only ceremony i'll be involve..

..haha..

..enjoy hard hard tmrw..

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2009-10-06T12:12:00.002+08:00

..job vacancy..

..what im worry now..

..work in dad's company..

..i can't get any experience in events..

..work in aunt's company..

..no thanks..

..i've been through the hard time over there..

..now..

..i think my only choice..

..is to work in hotel..

..haha..

..well last time..

..i did dream of working in hotel..

..now..

..can it consider dream come true..

..i dunno..

..i just wanna gain more experience in events..

..i dun wanna be boss's daughter anymore..

..i wanna go out and get my own salary..

..no more hanky panky..

..i wanna be independent now..

..i wanna be more independent..

..crazy feeling..

..really hate it..

-end-

2009-10-05T12:38:00.003+08:00

..hmm..

..today..

..officially stepping into the 20s..

..hoo..

..dunno is happy or sad..

..cz..this means that..im adult soon..

..hmm..

..well..

..heh..

..this year..

..i receive many bd wishes from my friends..

..just wanna say thank you..

..정말 감사합니다..

..well..

..and another i wanna say is..

..i wanna ask for forgive from my fellow friends..

..actually..

..i dun really remember friends' bd..

..sorry sorry..

..actually sometimes i did forget mine also..

..정말 미안해..

....

..well..

..thanks all..

..lup ya..

-end-

2009-10-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

난 당신을 미워하지 않아요

하지만 난 당신에게 얘기하고 싶지 않아요

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2009-10-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

one more hour..

im officially 20 years old..

i can't be like tht anymore..

need to go out and find work..

and learn more about my dream..

my career..

phew..

lecture class today..

get to know more about wad to do now..

hmm..

anyway..

thx mom for the money..

and

오늘 제 20 생일

생일 축하합니다

to myself XD

how i wish leeteuk and eunhyuk can wish me..

haha..

dreaming..

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Super Junior premium live in Japan

2009-09-30T14:09:00.002+08:00

super junior concert is a BOMB!!

after watching the premium live..

argh!!

i want to go!!!

OMONA~

it's like..

if u dun go..u'll regret

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2009-09-29T12:44:00.002+08:00

..REASON..

..do u have a reason to work on something?..

..do u need a reason to work on something?..

..is it necessary?..

..is it so important?..

..everything u do..

..everything u want..

..is reason so important to u?..

....

..for me..

..i dun wanna work for reason..

..if need to have a reason..

..i dun want..

..naega shiro..

..naega cheongmal shiro..

..i wanna be alone..

..stop bordering me with useless reason..

..i work is not for money..

..i work is for my passion..

..i wanaa fulfill my dreams..

..that's it..

..so stop bordering me..

..T.T..

-end-

2009-09-27T18:29:00.003+08:00

..haha..

..feel so weird..

..yesterday i watched..

..NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC..

..a channel i will never tune into..

..well..

..it's quite interesting you know..

..it's talked bout the family tree..

..do u know that..

..u and me..

..maybe we are long lost cousin..

..our ancestor came from Africa..

..do u know that?..

..from Africa..

..they migrated to Asia, Europe, US and Australia..

..and some of them stay in Africa..

..others migrated..

..and slowly..

..the world fill with lots of people..

..at different part of the world..

..different races . different culture..

..different religion..

..and end up..

we actually came from the same place

..we actually are family..

-end-

2009-09-24T22:25:00.005+08:00

..little korea town in malaysia..

..basically..

..it is located at ampang..

..how to go?!..

..from KLCC pass through nikko hotel..

..reach traffic light..

..go straight...

..then pass through france embassy,

..british high comission..

..china embassy and all..

..then go straight..

..pass through victoria station on your right..

..pass through great eastern mall on your right..

..go straight some more..

..until u reach a bridge..

..go through the fly over..

..and reach a traffic light..

..u will see a mall on your left..

..dunno what it's call..but i guess is ampang mall..

..and opposite the road on your right..

..u'll see a big samsung digital billboard...

..turn in..(right hand side)

..and go straight..

..emm..

..i think is the second turn in (left hand side)..

..then you'll reach korea town..

..well..it's just a street..

..ntg much to see actually..

..compare to LA..

..my sis told me at LA..

..it's huge..like KL..

..need bus as your transport from one end to the other end..

..but here..

..no need..

..only your legs will do..

..cz..

..what you see here..

..basically it's just shops..

..emm..bout 4 - 5 grocery stores..selling all those korean food and stuff..

..and lots of restaurant..

..here..most of it are korean restaurants..

..everything is korean style..

.....

..well..

..it's not the first time i go there..

..just went there with my sis..

..haha..just to get a packet of kimchi and a bottle of makgoli..

..kimchi ere..it's nice compare to jusco..

..it's imported from korea..

..and the taste definitely different from local made..

..and we went in one of the shop..

..the shopkeeper say anyong haseyo to us..

..so..like us..so well-mannered..*ahem ahem*

..we just greeted her back..

..haha..and guess what..

..when we were about to pay for the drink..

..she said korean to me..

..luckily i can guess the meaning of her words..

..nah..she just asking i got 40 cent or not only..

..and i answered her back in korean..

..but then after that i regretted..

..cz..i should say it in more well mannered..

..as in..chesonghamnida..opsoyo..something like tht..

..but i just said opsoyo..in stead of adding chesonghamnida..

T.T

..i can feel the ahjumoni look not so happy..

..opps..cheongmal mianhamnida..

..next time..

..when u walk in a korean stall..

..you must greet the shopkeeper..

..bow and say anyong haseyo..

..and when u leave u say..

..kamsahamnida, anyong-i-gah-seyo..

..as a manner..

..ooh..i did said kamsahamnida and anyong to them..

..i think she thought me and my sis are koreans..

..tht's y she using korean to talk to us..

-end-

2009-09-21T19:55:00.004+08:00

..MBLAQ..

..huhu..

..waiting for their debut..

..train by rain..

..under rain..

..belong to J Tune ent..

..XD..

..really anticipate..

..^^..

..n one member hongki-look-alike..

..wuaaaa..

..photo taken from google image and soompi forum..

..they had photoshoot for Nylon..

..and rain is in it also..

..XD..

..cool..

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travel log 200909

2009-09-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

..kuala lumpur one day trip..

only..1/3 of kuala lumpur..

well..

since this the start of my peninsula malaysia trip..

i'll start it from KL..

it's my first time..

my dad drove me and my sis to petaling street and drop us alone there..

then we took LRT to KLCC to Pavilion to Starhill

wahahhahaa..

well..

anyway..

it's just the same place tht me and my sis go..

so..nth different..

main point..

we brought our so call "backpack" with us..

and we went into "cotton on" new shop at pavilion..

tht cashier told us..

"25 dollars..opps sorry 25 ringgit"

wahahha..

and we look like tourist over there..

we brought our camera..

but..

we did not take any photo..

fuuuu..

wadever..

my next destination..

-cameron highland- monday

*not confirm

-melaka- next next friday

*maybe confirm

woohoo~

happy~

wanna join?!

me and my sis doing backpacking travelling..

means..

everything low budget..

if u dun mind..u can join us..

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2009-09-17T18:19:00.001+08:00

아~ 아~

si lor~

now..i feel..

SO BORING~

gao meng ahh~

救命啊!!

save me~

-end-

2009-09-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

damn!!

shit!!

OMG!!

i am so envy~

..envy..my junior who went to korea

..envy..my friend who travelled at europe

..envy..my sis who been to USA

..envy..people who travelling now

im so damn jealous..

im so damn envy..

when is my turn?!

will i get my turn?!

T.T

i wanna go korea!!

i wanna go europe!!

i wanna go USA!!

i wanna go TRAVEL!!

T.T

wuaaaaa~

-end-

2009-09-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

..we have long road to walk..

..junction everywhere..

..which way should we go..

..A path or B path..

..where will we reach..

..deadend..

..croaked road..

..straight road..

..no one knows..

..choose carefully..

..before u walk..

..i think..

..i choose the right one..

..but..

..i did not know..

..how to go on..

..i just hope..

..i can reach a field..

..that had no end..

..full of people..

..people i wanna be with..

..people that i wanna know..

..people who i dun scare..

..currently..

..just wanna live a simple life..

..miserable life..

-end-

2009-09-13T12:04:00.003+08:00

sudden culture shock..

watching two videos at the same time..

super junior incheon hallyu concert

and

picks and jason tsou perfect stranger performance

korea + taiwan

really culture shock..

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2009-09-12T12:04:00.002+08:00

muahahahha..

too addicted to 痞子英雄..

woohoo~

nice drama..

well..honestly..

im not so addicted to taiwan drama..

but this is the one which make me so addicted now..

well..quite different from others taiwan drama..

cool exciting sad and gen cheong..

hahaha..

nice nice..

and one more thing is..

the song..

i like the soundtrack..nice nice.

especially song by color band picks and jie wei ling

nice nice..

a drama must watch

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2009-09-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

haha..

u know..

looking back to my photos taken..

last year and before..

i found myself change a lot..

not my siao siao-ness

but my style..

looking back those days style..

OMG!!

how can i be like tht..

but nvm..

dah pass..

now is now..

PPL..

LOOK AT ME NOW..

DUN LOOK AT BEFORE..

haha..

NOW PRETTIER!!

ahem~

-end-

2009-09-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

haha..

now..

i can read a bit of korean..

of cz..need some help from my notes..but still..

haha..

can read la..easy one..

-end-

love is not a crime

2009-09-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

안된다 안된다고 해도

andoenda andoendago haedo

I shouldn't. even though I say I shouldn't

어쩔수가 난 없네요

eocheol suga nan eobneyo

I can't seem to help it

그대 얼굴만 또 보네요 다시

geudae eorgurman ddo boneyo dasi

I look at only your face again... again

눈물로 젖은 가슴이 찢겨도

nunmulro jeojeun gaseumi jjigyeodo

even though my heart, soaked in tears, is torn

고갤 돌릴 수 없네요

gogaer dorril su eobneyo

I can't turn my neck around

그댈 원하는 내 마음이 묻네요

geudaer wonhaneun nae maeumi muneyo

my heart that desires you seems to be asking...

사랑이 죄인건가요 이 마음이 나쁜건가요

sarangi jeoingeongayo ngi maeumi nabbeungeongayo

is love a crime? are these feelings bad?

잘못이라해도 나 벌받을께요 그댈 가질수만 있다면

jarmosirahaedo na beorbadeurggeyo geudaer gajirsuman issdamyeon

even though you say it's wrong, I'll take the punishment, if only I could have you

가슴이 너무 저리고 심장이 터질 것 같아

gaseumi neomu jeorigo simjangi teojir geos gata

my chest is so numb and my heart seems like it's going to burst

나를 미워하고 욕한다해도 그대밖에 사랑못해요

nareul miwohago yoghandahaedo geudaebagge sarangmodaeyo

even though you hate me and curse at me, I can't love anyone but you

죄인이 되어도...

joeini doeeodo

even if I become a criminal...

눈물로 하루를 보내도 말할 수가 없네요

nunmulro harureul bonaedo malhal suga eobsneyo

even though I pass a day in tears, I can't seem to talk

내 마음 그대만 원하네요 자꾸

nae maeum geonaeman wonhadeyo jaggu

my heart only want you, often I...

숨겨도 숨길 수 없는 이 마음이

sumgyeodo sumgir su eobsneun ngi maeumi

even though I hide, these feelings cannot be hidden

내게 자꾸만 보채요 그대 없이는 살 수가 없다해요

naege jadduman bochaeyo geudae eobsineun sar suga eobsdahaeyo

they cry out to me - saying that they can't live without you

사랑이 죄인건가요 이 마음이 나쁜건가요

sarangi joeiingangayo ngi maeumi nabbeungeongayo

is love a crime? are these feelings bad?

잘못이라해도 나 벌받을께요 그댈 가질수만 있다면

jarmosirahaedo na beorbadeurggeyo geudaer gajirsuman issdamyeon

even though you say it's wrong, I'll take the punishment, if only I could have you

가슴이 너무 저리고 심장이 터질 것 같아

gaseumi neomu jeorigo simjangi teojir geos gata

my chest is so numb and my heart seems like it's going to burst

나를 미워하고 욕한다해도 그대밖에 사랑못해요

nareur miwohago yoghandahaedo geudaebagge sarangmohaeyo

even though you hate me and curse at me, I can't love anyone but you

죄인이 되도 좋아요 한번이라도 족해요

joeiini doedo johayo hanbeonirado joghaeyo

even if I become a criminal, fine.

그대를 꼭 안고 사랑한다면 그런날이 내게 온다면

geudaereul ggogango saranghandamyeon geureonnari naege ondamyeon

even if it's only once, it's enough if I could hold you tight and love you if a day like that comes to me

타들어 가는 가슴이 까맣게 재가 되어도

tadeureo ganeun gaseumi ggamahge jaega doeeodo

even if my burning heart becomes black ashes

나 기다릴께요 기다릴께요

na gidarilggeyo gidarilgeyo

I will wait, will wait

단 한번만 내게 와주면

dan hanbeonman naege oejumyeon

If you'd come to me just once

죄인이 될께요.........

joeini doerggeyo..

I would become a criminal

credit : korean lyrics - emily

english lyrics - emily

romanize lyrics - ME!!

-end-

like being shot by a bullet

2009-09-11T13:33:00.008+08:00

총맞은 것처럼 정신이 너무 없어

chongmajeun geoscheoreom jeongsinngi neomueobseo

like being hit by a bullet I can’t make sense of anything

웃음만 나와서 그냥 웃었어 그냥 웃었어 그냥

useumman nawaseo geunyang useosseo geunyang useosseo geunyang

all that comes out is laughter so I just laughed so I just laughed just..

허탈하게 웃으며 하나만 묻자 했어

heotalhake useumyeo hanaman mutja haesseo

while I’m laughing until I collapse I asked if I could ask one thing

우리 왜 헤어져 어떻게 헤어져

uri wae heeojyeo eoddeoke haeeojyeo

why are we breaking up? how do we break up?

어떻게 헤어져 어떻게

eoddeoke haeeojyeo eoddeoke

how do we break up? how?

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐

gumeongnan gaseume uri chungeonngi heulleo neomchyeo

in this bruised chest, our memories are overflowing

잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도

jababoryeo haedo gaseumeul magado

even though I try hold onto them, even if I block my chest,

손가락 사이로 빠져나가

songarak sangiro bbajyeonaga

they all slip though my fingers

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아

simjangngi meomchwodo ngireoke apeul geos gatjin anha

even if my heart stops, just like this, I don’t think it will hurt,

어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘

eoddeoge jom haejwo nal jom chiryohaejwo

please do something give me some treatment

이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져

ngireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo

if I keep going like this, all I will get is a broken heart

구멍난 가슴이

gumeongnan gaseumi

in this bruised chest..

어느새 눈물이 나도 모르게 흘러

eoneusae nunmuli nado moreuge heolleo

soon, without me even realizing, tears stream down my face

이러기 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말

ngireogi sireunde jeongmal sireunde jeongmal sireunde jeongmal

I don’t want to be like this, I really don’t want to, I really don’t want to, really..

일어서는 널 따라 무작정 쫓아 갔어

ireoseoneun neol ddara mujakjeong chocha gasseo

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,

도망치듯 걷는 너의 뒤에서 너의 뒤에서

domangchideus geodneun dwieseo geodneun dwieseo

you’re running away, from behind you, from behind you,

소리쳤어

sorichyeosseo

I scream..

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐

gumeongnan gaseume uri chueoni heulleo neomchyeo

in this bruised chest, our memories are overflowing

잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도

jababoryeo haedo gaseumeul magado

even though I try hold onto them, even if I block my chest,

손가락 사이로 빠져나가

songarak sangiro bbajyeonaga

they all slip though my fingers

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아

simjangngi meomchwodo ngireoge apeul geo gatjin anha

even if my heart stops, just like this, I don’t think it will hurt,

어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘

eoddeoge jom haejwo nal jom chiryohaejwo

please do something give me some treatment

이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져

ngireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo

if I keep going like this, all I will get is a broken heart

총맞은 것처럼 정말 가슴이 너무 아파

chongmajeun geoscheoreom jeongmal gaseumi neomu apa

like being hit by a bullet really.. my heart hurts so much

이렇게 아픈데 이렇게 아픈데

ngireoge apeunde ngireoga apeunde

it hurts so much, it hurts so much,

살수가 있다는 게 이상해

salsuga idaneun ge ngisanghae

that’s weird I can still live.

어떻게 너를 잊어 내가 그런 건 나는 몰라 몰라

eoddeoge neoreul ijeo naega geureon geon naneun molla molla

how can I forget you? me? I don’t know how to do such things..I don't know

가슴이 뻥뚫려 채울 수 없어서

gaseumi bbeongddolryeo chaeul su eobseoseo

my heart is awake and I can’t put it to sleep,

죽을 만큼 아프기만 해

jugeul mangeum apeugiman hae

all it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,

총맞은 것처럼

chongmajeun geoscheoreom

like being hit by a bullet

credit : korean lyrics - flo2w

english lyrics - k3you

romanize lyrics - ME!!

-end-

friends?!

2009-09-10T16:19:00.003+08:00

what kind of person am i?!

arrogant? cool? crazy?

hah..

actually when ppl first met me..they said im too on myself..

means..im autistic..dun talk to ppl and dun really know how to mix friend..

but actually im not..

i just dun want make the first move bcz

what i experience..

when i ask "hai, how do u do? my name is leetien..nice to meet you"

end up what i get is..tht person just walk away..

is this the repay i got when i just wanna know more friends?

from tht onwards..

i start not to make the first move..

even when i meet my long-time-no-see friends at shopping mall,

i'll wait for them to make the first movement before i greet them..

tht's me..so wad?

better than some one..whom i know for very long time..

showing off arrogant backstabing plastic

everything i know is fake..

a FAKE FRIENDSHIP!!!!

and..

i just dun get y there are ppl who are so weird?

trying all kind of way to seek for ppl attention..

and then show off what they dun belong to?

yup..

u maybe rich..but think again..

r u the one who making the money?!

r u the one who buying all the thing tht u wearing?!

where the money come from?!

lots of friends of mine..

the question tht they ask me over and over again is..

y dun u buy this brand?!

the design is nice..

omg!!! am i blind?!

of cz i know it's nice..but i dun have the money to buy tht brand..

yup..open up my closet there only three brands..

zara, gap and pull and bear..

y?! cz i like it..and it's way cheaper than the other high end brand

and im using my own money to buy all tht

it's my style..

the thing that i hate the most is..

ppl critic bout my style..and their own style is not tht good also..

come and critic me when ur style got better

do u read me?!

another thing is..

so what if im too obsessed to Koreans?!

is that a fault?!

it's like how obsessing r u towards Caucasian culture..

it's just the same is it?!

yes..i admit..

im too obsessed to super junior

im too obsessed to rain

im too obsessed to everything that related to koreans..

so what?! is that a rule that stated in the book of law that claimed that

too obsessed to another culture is against to the law??!

another thing is..

i dun really like is..

ppl who betraying their own friends..

ppl who lie to her friends..

ppl who backstab their own friends..

when i treat my friends as my friends..

i aspect them to treat me back as their own friends..

i dun care what ever they say in front of me..

and i dun care if i borrow u money and dun pay me back..

what i want from my friends is they treat me as how i treat them tht's it..

y there are some ppl who jz dun understand?!

speechless bout tht..

and then right..

i really dunno lor..

what wrong if i dun go clubbing and i dunno how to drink?

uncool?! can't mix with other ppl?

i jz dun get it?!

ppl who drink too much i wonder how their livers looks like...

do u know that my friend's friend die bcz of liver cancer

and he only 20 sth..

is it worth to harm ur health like tht?!

im not saying drinking is no good..

i did drink soju and makgoli..

i did drink whisky and tequila..

and i did drink beer..

but not clubbing...cz i hate noise and smokes and crowd..

T.T

im just too sad tht i have friends like tht..

showing off comparing dissapointing backstabing fake plastic

im not pretty..

what i know is..ugly girl and non sexy girl and no place in this society..

tht's it..

ppl out there are looking for pretty and sexy girl..

girl like me..better stay in one corner..

cz..it's quite embarrasing to have a friend like me..is it?!

im not lying..and im not making up story..

i just experience it before..

friends whom i know long time ago..

end up can't recognize me..at the school foyer..

is it funny?!

-end-

2009-09-10T15:46:00.001+08:00

ooh ooh..

omg~

eunhyuk sshi at paris..

so nice..

europe trip for me is ten years from now..

need to safe money..

and i got the cheapest way to go there..

yup yup

air asia..

korea..

5 years planning..

haih..

hope i got a sack of money..

then i can go travel..

T.T

-end-

2009-09-10T15:13:00.001+08:00

fuu..

girl's problem killing me..

feel myself getting more weaker than before..

should eat more healthier food..

quitting coffee and coke..

drink more juices and water..

hoi~

-end-

2009-09-09T11:56:00.003+08:00

heh..well ya..

now..quite relief..

finally know my final result..

and..

i'd GRADUATE!!!

woohoo!!

damn happy..

hahahhaha

well..

kinda free now..

and bored..

work?!

work for my dad and apply part time job..

but then..i did not know whether i got employed or not..

wadever is it..

wait for the call from the company..haha

now..i wish i can further study..

what i know is..

if i study..i may can apply for scholarship with my result..

but then where should i study?

what should i study?

that's the question..

continue in events management..

i dun think it's necessary..

i will take other courses which are related to events industry..

maybe design...art?!

maybe music?

sound and light?

hmm..i dunno..

whatever it is..i'll gain some experience 1st before i study..

so..i know where i need to be focus more tht will gain advantage to my career..

and..more important..

i know what should i study..

haha..

whatever..

now..

my mood is..

travel travel travel..

haih..

damn envy my friends who travel now..

and my friend who is in korea now..

haih..

sometimes i feel sad..

sometimes i feel depressed..

sometimes i feel crazy..

sometimes i feel lonely..

sometimes i feel bored..

need to release some feeling now..

im just too bored..

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2009-08-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

haha..

well..ya..

yesterday..

syok~

went to cameron with family..

u mz be thinking..

huh?! cameron also syok?! only vege and flowers and tea..

no no no..

i dun mean tht..

syok reason is...

i drove to cameron yesterday..

haha..

yup yup..

from my hse..to cameron..

top!!

hahahahhaha..

and guess wad?! safety driving..

hahahahahaha...

emm..a bit mistake..

but not tht big..

ahahhaa..

well..yes..

now hol..got ntg to do!!!!

ps2 everyday also sien d..

now..

feel like going to beach..

make myself tan..

i wanna go phuket or pataya or bali..

dun feel like goin local..

u know y..

i realize local kinda HS..

my sis told me tht..

at US..no one will stare at u even u not wearing anything..

but ere..omg!!

dun feel like saying it also..like "jakun"

wadever it is..haha

i wanna go somewhere to enjoy myself~

haha..

bored~

-end-

2009-08-15T15:42:00.001+08:00

hmm..

QUESTION

after exam..what stress u the most?!

ANSWER

job vacancy

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2009-08-14T13:18:00.001+08:00

hah..

now i ad feel a bit boring..

so sien at home..

got ntg to do..

cannot go out..

T.T

well..

now..i will start look for a job..

but i dunno where to go!!

T.T

before final..

i worry bout final..

thought can be relax a bit..

but now im stress on job..

im unemployment category!!

haha..

well..i lost 10 marks in this question..cz i dunno how to do!!

omg..

wadever..

sudah over..

*current situation : looking for a job..

-end-

2009-08-13T12:39:00.004+08:00

hahaa...

now..i got a lot of things to say..

but i dunno where should i start from..

em..em..

well..

first..

i FINALLY GRADUATE!!

em..but need to wait for final result and wait for the convo and stuff..

but wad ever la..

I ESCAPE FROM SCHOOL AND BOOKS!!!!

woohoooo!!!

super duper happy now...

haha..

secondly..

now i can freely enjoy those FB games..

super junior videos..

star king and stuff..

hahaa..

yes.

im so happy now..

hyperactive..

can't hide my happiness..

but cannot too over..

later my HR and econs fail..

sei lor..i'll kill myself..

haha..

yay!!

-end-

2009-08-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

study?!

u must be kidding me..

well..

honestly..

i feel great when i first start my diploma course..

whoa..how can the time table be like this..

study for 2 - 4 hours a day..

break like decade long..

but after a few sem..

it start getting boring..

everytime dun feel like going to school..

then ok..

sem 3 sem 4 had tour..

inbound to lang tengah..

outbound to phuket..

kinda fun also..

then sem 6 SWE..internship.

haha..more fun..learn lots of things from here..

and know lots of new friends..

even got to meet joanne yeoh..she so cool..haha

well..ahem..

now..sem 7..

the most "laziest" sem..

i can't concentrate on my study..

see what am i doing now..blogging..

and tmrw got finals..

i can't work on my assignment well this time..

everything seems to be so last minute..

tmrw hand in today only start doing..

now..

i only pray for help from god..

pray hard..

i can pass for all subjects..

last few sem..maybe i'll hope can get at least a C

but now..i only hope that i get at least a D

cz..

as aforementioned..

in those previous post..one of my ***..

so brilliant..

only like those "smart" ppl..

and only help them..

so damn unfair..

some more teach us bout equity and ethics..

does he/she practise these? i dunno..

but anyway..

just kinda boring..

so come over to write something..

haha..

now..

what i should do?

study?

no la..later la..

i'll go continue to comment other people post and status in FB 1st..

so boring..

ciao.

-end-

2009-08-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

a sudden feeling of..

wanted to gather with all my old friends..

i realize that..

among all my college friends..

im the only one who lost contacts with my old friends..

means..

i did not really contact my old friends at all..

looking through facebook..

i realize that...many of my old friends..

they still..

contact with each other..except me..

whenever my friend come and ask me to go for a gathering or farewell party..

i..

actually did not attend at all..

not really tht i dun want to go..

i wish i can go..but then..i kinda bz with sth else..

really..sorry bout tht..

now..

at this time..

i realize many of my friends..

they went to oversea..

Australia, New Zealand, Germany, UK...

haih..

my life..should i contact them back!?

i dun think they still remember me..

it's ok..

i'll contact them next time..XD

should i organize a gathering?!

emm..should i?!

i dunno?

currently:

bzing with report and exam..

after this i only think bout tht..

haih..

ngin saeng..

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2009-08-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

emm..

since angeline blog bout sth..

then i also blog same thing la..

hahah..

well..got ntg to do ma~~

heh..

opps..

well..got ntg to do..then i went through suju member's cyworld..

some sound sad..*leeteuk sshi..fighting..dun depress~*

depression is dangerous..and scary..

dun really hope there are ppl out there havin this prob..

but stress really can't handle sometimes..

best way to take stress away is travel and laugh everyday..like me!!

*im sure angeline will say..i dun want to be as siao as u..*

ish..like u not siao..

anyways.back to the cyworld

i found this..

haha..heechul uses malay in his cyworld..

i wonder how he get that?!

emm..is it a hint for us to know that they comin to malaysia soon?!

well..

i hope they comin soon..but not next week..

cz..final..T.T

feel like slapping myself, knock my head on the wall and cry out loud..

reason..simple..

i haven start studying..i guess.i gonna have many sleepness night..T.T

gambate!! fighting!! jia you!! add oil or tambah minyak wadever..

well. lastly..

im kinda addicted to one of the facebook game..

ROLLER COASTER KINDDOM!!

-end-

2009-08-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

omg..

suddenly so addicted to snsd-genie..

omo~

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2009-08-02T14:46:00.002+08:00

my first time..

this weekk..

lots of first time happen..

first time of goin on trip with friends..

last time..when im on trip with friends..there is reason behind..

assignment..work..and stuff..

but now is my personal feeling that i want to go..

and surprisingly..my dad approve..

^^..happy

well..another first time..

clubbing with college friends..

haha..

it's after months that my last time to club..

well..im not clubbing kaki..

so..

i won't die without going club..

and..im more interest in jazz bar..

XD..old man thinking?! i think it's cool..

well..it's fun clubbing with them..but the music seems to be kinda..

hmm..boring~

then..my first time playing in the theme park..

at those days..i won't play like how i play this time..

if im in there..what i play is jz..dinosaur park..

which is ntg at all..

but now..thx to my chingoo - sara..

i played lots of things..haha..

fun~

this time this trip make me feel like im backpacking..

cz..

i really want to go on this kind of trip once..

riding bus to the destination..

get on another public transport to reach the destination..

tht's wad i want to do..

even last time i went to china..

i wanted to carry a bag and walk around..

tht's wad travel mean for me..

huhu~

hope that i can do tht one day..in the future..

waiting for my dream to come true..

-end-

2009-08-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

haha..

yay!!

jz relax myself from my assignment..

well..

now..haha

rushing for tuesday's presentation..

kinda..

lazy to do..

haha..

well well..

uploaded some pic jz now..

haha..

since when i take so many pic?!

XD..

well..

-end-

2009-07-30T12:33:00.000+08:00

oh yea..

happy stuff need to share..

haha..

congratulations...

congratulations..

wahhahahaaha..

i pass my law!!

so good..

now..one subject i no need to worry about..

-end-

2009-07-30T11:56:00.003+08:00

peninsula Malaysia three main highland/hill attraction

1. Genting Highland

2. Cameron Highland

3. Fraser Hill

heh..

yup yup..

i've been to these three highland/hill before..

1. Genting the City of Entertainment - the tagline says it all..

theme park, gambling, concerts, magic shows..everything can found here..

2. Cameron Highland - vegetable, flower, tea leaf..

place for more natural kind of feel..

3. Fraser Hill...can't really remember..cz..the last time i went there..is like..

10+ years ago..opps..^^

well well..im going genting tmrw..can't hide my happines..

cz..this time it's different..

last time when i went to genting..i went there with my family..

now..im going with my friends..XD

woohoo!!

will snap lots of picture back..

yay!!

and..

i hope..it's cold up there..

cz..i remember last time when i went there..

it's kinda hot..

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2009-07-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

got ntg to do..

so..

i jz went through all my old photos..

i realize..

i really did change..

a lil..

i mean my style..

haha..

now..

i think im more towards to those...

korean style?!

grunge and bohemian..

haha...

well..

both style looks..

cool to me..

well..

things will change when time passes..

maybe 10 years later..

when i met my friends again..

they won't recognise me..

haha..

things will change..

i believe that..

chinese term : feng shui lun lao zhun..

if u having good things now..and u dun appreciate..

i believe..in the future..it will change..

if u having hard time now..and u did try your best to go over it..

i believe..in the future..u will live a better life..

cz..

i did experience it myself..

^.^

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2009-07-29T20:36:00.003+08:00

haha..

got back my law assignment result..

whoa!!

i pass law!!

wahahahahahaha..

satisfy , relief , happy

hahahahaah

well..

but still..

my super duper unlucky day..

actually..

i dunno where i tak zui my lecturer..

i did not talk in her class..

em did i?!

oh yea..

i only write small notes with angeline..

BUT I DID NOT TALK!!

and i did not scold her or talk back her loudly..

and i did respect her even her teaching skills is not that good..

i did not write complain letter to the head of school..

i did not tell my parents my lecturer is like this..

and i did not put all disagree in the evaluation form!!

y she treating me like this..

as if im her enemy?!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!

im so regret..

lecturer / teacher..

i dun really like them..

but still..

i respect them..

what i get back is like this?!!

am i meant to be treated like this?!!

OMG!!!

tht's y i dun like study..

there is no lecturer or teacher who are fair to all the students..

even if he or she is very good to the student..

still..

they had their own favourite student in class...

and help them in anyway..

even..

the so call favourite student ting back them..

scold them...complain them...

it's OK for them..

cz...

in the whole school..

favourite student is the BEST..

so not tht fair lor..

im like that lor...

dun like means dun like..

i din do b4 means i din do b4..

no need to hide it..

cz i believe..

sure got one day..

the truth will reveal..

the prob is the time..

ish..

ruin my mood...

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2009-07-29T16:21:00.001+08:00

OMG!!

not fair at all!!

conspiracy!!

argh~

how can this happen to me?!

my lecturer..

said..

me..

PLAGIARISM!!

omg!!

ish..

nvm..

in the end..

i dun need to change anything..

cz..

what the system show what i plagiarise is..

dunno which uni which student's assignment..

dunno which uni which student's exam answer..

dunno what book is that..

and i jz only reference for two books..

jz feel so innocent..

ish..

ARGHHH!!!!!

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2009-07-28T22:40:00.001+08:00

it's rainy day~

when does d rain falls?!

can hardly remember..

it was so hot ere..

no mood in preparing my research power point..

study for finals..

start my reports..

go to school..

erghh!!

hate sunny day..

my favourite day - rainy day

my favourite season - winter

my favourite country - KOREA!!

yay!!

i must go there one day,,

part of my dream..

^.^

-end-

2009-07-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

hot season..

sam qing also not good..

honestly..

HOT is my biggest enemy..

OMG..

DARN HOT MAN!!

im getting crazy!!

when shall the snow fall in my country?!

*it's so damn impossible thing to be happen..

OMG..

nways..

hahaa...

im going genting this friday..

at least..

some cool place up there..

better than down ere..

ewkk!!

im sweating again!!!

i think im gonna bath 4 times a day..

so damn hot!!!!!

ARGH!!!!

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2009-07-27T21:55:00.004+08:00

crazy video!!

to relax myself..

i went to my sis blog and saw this..

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2009-07-27T19:54:00.003+08:00

attention seeker or jz want lil care from others?!

27th July 2009

the day that i realize actually..

im lonely..alone~

it's seems to be not true..

but it is..

i realize that..

although i did have a lot of friends..

family members..

but then..

im just on my own..

i did have a few best friends..

but then..

im still feel that way..

if someone ask me family, friends or career..

which one is the most important for you?!

my answer is career..

work hard will make me think ntg else..but work..

i jz want to keep myself away from unhappy memory..

i just dun want people beside me become moody..

i want everyone to cheer up..

im wrong in everything..

im sorry if i did wrong anything..

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2009-07-27T19:14:00.003+08:00

do u know that..

actually..

im kinda dunno who myself is sometimes..

life is mysterious..

anything could happen..

i jz dun want myself act too over..

crazy laugh..

crazy act..

crazy thought..

it's over..

need to be more serious and mature in the future..

life~

what the meaning behind it?!

William Shakespeare - life is just like a candle..

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2009-07-27T13:50:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH~

today damn em song lor..

the lecturer seems to be treat us unfairly~

WTH!!

damn em song her..

anyway..

lecturers or teachers are alwiz like that..

only treat their FAVOURITE students good..

ish~

whatever it is..

it past d..

now..

all i need to do is just study hard..

2 times harder in order to score good result..

if not..

i think my ears won't be peaceful again~

well..

life is like that..

good and bad..

we need to face it..

isn't it?!

haih..

well..ok..let's forget those unhappy one..

ANGELINE!!

haha..

actually right..

u are right..

my sister is prettier than me..

that's the fact..

but cannot say in front of her..

later she mengejek me again~

she alwiz tht perasan..

so we cannot add salt and cuka again~

haha..

later she sombong sombong then sei le~

anyway..

i agree what u say..

hmm~

last but not least..

i wanted to tell everyone..

family and friends

T.T

sorry sorry

죄송합니다

對不起

pai seh

かわいそうで

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2009-07-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

depressing~

am i depressing now?!

haih..

currently not in the mood.

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2009-07-22T11:59:00.003+08:00

facebook make friends reunion!!

suddenly from facebook..

i found lots of old friends..

lots also very looong time din contact d..

i mean lost contact..

haha..

my primary school friends use facebook to plan reunion gathering..

haha..

facebook damn geng..

haha..

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S U M M E R

2009-07-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

I DUN LIKE SUMMER~

so hot..

HOT!! HOT!! HOT!!

when can i stay in winter country?!

T.T

today..

haha..kinda abnormal..

rain the whole day..after like...

so loong..

cooling..yup yup..

good good~

haha..

well..

im going to genting this end of the month

yay!!!

cooling~

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2009-07-20T14:04:00.001+08:00

hoh..

the 200th post

haha..

geng!!

currently..

kinda boring here..

ntg to do..

we are ask to do our research here..

but my research is only like few sites..

soompi, ice plus coffee, sup3rjunior and..

my blog..

haha..

sien sei man!!

gonna fall asleep soon..

zzzzzzzz

haha..

still very excited about super show II news!!

hahahahhaa

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2009-07-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

arghh..

*faint*

what i hear only scream sound..

must be very fun..

should apply to the organizer company now..

so i can work there..

yay!!

i love my fantasy world..

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2009-07-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

currently waiting for the buffer for the live broadcast of super show II at Seoul..

the line is so slow..

now only like..

22 %..

too many ppl buffering it..

like almost 1000 ppl using the same channel..

haha..

but then..

now..

im kinda anticipate bout the news they coming to malaysia..

woohoo!!

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2009-07-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

OMG!!

IM GOING CRAZY!!

私は狂ったようになる

我要瘋了

내가 미쳤나 봐

OMG~

have to save money now..

and

i'm goin to keep up track bout the news..

but hopefully won't be last time..

it's jz a blank hope..

T.T

must come oh!!

i belanja u makan nasi lemak!!

just kidding~

current situation : happy and hyper

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2009-07-18T21:19:00.005+08:00

what will you do when you got ntg to do at home?

internet?!

TV?!

or...

sleep?!

emm..

when i got ntg to do..

i did those three include eating...

XD..

but then today...

i am super duper boring..

i did something new..

C A M W H O R I N G!!

yes..

u did not read wrong.. and i did not write wrong...

leetien is camwhoring!!!

M Y F I R S T C A M W H O R E P H O T O S S S S S ! ! !

Low Profile : keep yourself low..till no one recognise you..XD

imagine im going Pavilion like this..do i look like super star?

ppl will come over and get my signature!!

bi sshi : i'm coming

leetien sshi : i'm dreaming

em..a slightly high profile..

yay!! reveal myself!!

i only can think of one thing..

act cool...*puke*

aiya..bottom pics all is act cooll..

well..what to do?!

i'm tht "cool" ma~

my smirk!!

new hairstyle..

hoh..how can i do this man?!

I WON'T CAMWHORE NEXT TIME!!

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2009-07-18T11:26:00.003+08:00

hoh..

I WANT TO GO SUPER SHOW II

DESPERATELY!!

so fun there..

super show fancam : sj-market

super show photos : sup3rjunior.wordpress

T.T

i must go KOREA!!

so much fun there..

yes!!

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2009-07-17T00:01:00.001+08:00

random videos

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2009-07-16T22:25:00.003+08:00

tmrw 17th July!! SUPER SHOW II..

argh!!

Super Junior - Sorry Sorry jap version

Lyrics

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, Sorry nigashi ha shi nai sa
nigirishime ta te ha hanasa nai yo Baby
Shawty, Shawty, Shawty, Shawty mechakucha suteki sa
sumikitta hitomi ga megami no you na Baby

mada ? mou ? motto isoge motto isoge maniau honto ha dou shi tai no ?
nukedase naku naru
karada ga katamaru kokoro ga torokeru meguru meku sekai sa
nukedashi taku nai
oshige mo naku sarashi ta sono suhada
daitan futeki de suteki na egao
koyubi no saki made some rare sou sa
torikaeshi tsuka nai hodo ni fall in love

* fuku uta *

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
kimi ni muchuu sa Baby
Go ? ? ai no wana ni ma?sshigura ( Hey go ) karakawa nai de awai kitai o
kimi ha Love maker
dare mo otose nai ne
boku ha akirame nai yo

takanatteru 1234

shigusa to shisen de karami tora re ta
shizuka ni shinkou shi te yuku mousou
neru no mo wasure te obore teru no sa
hikikaese nai tokoro made fall in love

mada! motto! mada! motto!

* fuku uta *
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
kimi ni muchuu sa Baby
Hey! ike nai koto hodo ne? hamari komu mono sa yeah ( Oh ~)
mou sakarau koto mo deki nai okashiku nari sou hey...
eien ni boku dake no mono soba ni i te
saikou no yume o mise te ageru kara
ai o kataru yori honne o sarase
nerai sadame tara hora that that that that girl

* fuku uta *

credit : jaejin.lykahhh @ soompi.com/forums

download link

http://www.4shared.com/file/118235583/5676c81a/Sorry_Sorry__Japanese_ver_.html

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2009-07-16T21:54:00.003+08:00

F T Island new mv

I Hope 바래

L Y R I C S

Romanji

haruga jinago handari jinado

neoege yeollagi ojireul anhasseo

nunmuri heulleo gaseumi apa

aniya jamsippunya

anilgeoya anilgeoya

anilgeoya nareul dallaejima

niga tteonan bin jariman keojyeoga

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang

subaekbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

haneuri maejeojun neon nae sarang

niga jamsi gireul irheun geot ppuniya

dasi taeeonado neoman barae

dasi saranghaedo neoman barae

doraolgeoya doraolgeoya

niga eomneun naneun eobseunikka

nal saranghanda haenoko

dodaeche eodiro tteonangeoya nareul beorigo

jabeun nae du sonkkajido uri yaksokkkajido

na beorigo kkaebeorigo eotteoke tteona

kkumilgeoya kkumilgeoya

kkumilgeoya nareul sogijima

naman honja namgyeojinge seoreowo

neoreul dasi bwado neon neon nae sarang

subaekbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

haneuri maejeojun neon nae sarang

niga jamsi gireul irheun geot ppuniya

dasi taeeonado neoman barae

dasi saranghaedo neoman barae

doraolgeoya doraolgeoya

niga eomneun naneun eobseunikka

i modeunge angmongilgeora nan saenggakhaesseo

a~jebal i kkumeseo kkaegiman barae

oneuri jinago naeil tto nun tteumyeon

i modeunge hyeonsiri anin kkumigil barae Oh

modeunge hyeonsilboda deo

rieolhaetdeon kkumiyeotgil naneun barae neol barae

ajikdo neoreul wonhae

dasi dorabwado neon neon nae sarang

sucheonbeon bwado nan nan ne sarang

haneuri heorakhan neon nae sarang

urin jamsi meoreojyeotdeon geot ppuniya

dareun yeojal bwado neoman barae

dareun saranghaedo neoman barae

doraolgeoya doraolgeoya

naega eomneun neoneun eobseunikka

Credit to: jennyo88

English translation

As days and months passed by you didn't contact me

tears fall and my heart hurts

no, it's only temporary

it's probably not, it's probably not

it's probably not, do not appease me

the empty space that you left grows

even if I look at you again, you are my love

even if I think hundreds for times, I am your love

you are my love that the sky gave

you are just momentarily lost

if I reborn, all I want is you

if I love again, all I want is you

you'll come back, you'll come back

I'm not here if you aren't

you told me you loved me

where did you go leaving me behind

my two hands that you held, even our promise

how can you leave me and break our promise

it's got to be a dream, it's got to be a dream

it's got to be a dream, do not fool me

it is sorrowful that I am left alone

even if I look at you again, you are my love

even if I think hundreds of times, I am your love

you are my love that the sky gave me

you are just momentarily lost

if I reborn, all I want is you

if I love again, all I want is you

you'll come back, you'll come back

I'm not here if you aren't

I thought that all this was a nightmare

I only want to wake up from this dream

when today passes by and I open my eyes tomorrow

I'll expect all of this to not be true and be a dream oh

I'll expect everything to be a dream more realistic than reality

I want you, I still want you

Even if I look back, you are my love

even if I look thousands of times, I am your love

you are my love that the sky has permitted

we were just momentarilly separated

I only want you even if I see other girls

I only want you even if I love another

you'll come back, you'll come back

I'm not here if you aren't

If I reborn, all I want is you

If I love again, all I want is you

you'll come back, you'll come back

I'm not here if you aren't

lyrics source : http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/29306/ft-island/i-hope.html

download link : http://www.mediafire.com/?2u0gzt4ovtm (from bww2.com)

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2009-07-16T21:32:00.003+08:00

hoho..

today..went to Berjaya Hosp School..

when i reach there..my first thought is..

can i transfer!?

haha..

jz kidding..

last sem d le..

hah..

well..

honestly..

i kinda like the environment there..

for me..

i feel..it's so pro learning culinary art there..

lots and lots of kitchen..

and big big chiller..

nice nice dining area with nice view..

of course..

super cold air con..

it's so nice there..

i like the library there..

classroom..

their school style..

omg!!

i think im going to apply to work there..

and then continue my degree there..

ARGH!!!!

it's so nice env there!!!

P H O T O:

converse!!

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2009-07-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

가자!

P O P E Y E S

2009-07-14T20:02:00.005+08:00

POPEYES chicken and biscuit..

haha..

my lunch for today!!

emm..found it at TTDI..

my sis told me that she used to eat this when she's in US..

so..

today..

me, angeline and sis went there to ta bao home for lunch..

haha..

and we DISCOVER our new name there..

Angeline - MARIA

My Sis - Roda!!

haha..

mine is..

*secret*

muahahahhaha..

PICTURE!!

my model!!

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K O N G L I S H

2009-07-10T11:31:00.004+08:00

konglish = korean + english

which means...

english that spell in korean..

emm...say english in korea..

er..

haha..

i came over this from forums/blogs that translate suju members cyworld..

this is taken from eunhyuk cyworld..

요 레쓰고 컴온 땡큐베리마치 푸쳐핸썹!!

Yo lessugo keomon ttaengkyuberimachi puchyeohaensseob!!

which means:

yo..let's go..come one thank you very much put your hands up!!

hahahaha..

and then this is quite common..

sorry sorry - 쏘리 쏘리

haha..yay~

i think im gonna take some korean language course.

desperately wanna learn korean..

haha..

going crazy soon...argh..

assignment ahhh..stress~

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A N C H O V Y

2009-07-10T11:01:00.010+08:00

haha...

as u know..

eunhyuk sshi claim himself as anchovy 멸치 (myeol chi)..

lil fish tht hav about 140 species in 16 genera..

emm..

looks like ikan bilis (gung yi zai)

*i guess it's ikan bilis

it's one of the korean side dish..

emm..

yea..

oii..this post is not about anchovy!!

i just wanna say sth bout upcoming event..haha

S U P E R S H O W II

yay!! but i can't go..

T.T

it's at Korea...one more week to go..

i wanna join..

T.T

pray hard for them to come to Malaysia..

haha..

well..

ANGELINE!!

haha..post for heechul sshi..

생일 축하합니다!!

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2009-07-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

yay!!

180 u-turn..

from emo too emm..

a bit happy la..

i mean my blog..not me..

hahaha..

i wanna

live life like a balloon..

freedom~

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2009-07-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

내가 웃는게웃는게 아니야

haha..angeline hate this song..

but still i like to sing..

neh~

haha..

내가 웃는게 웃는게 아니야

또 내가 걷는게 걷는게 아니야

너의 기억 그 속에서 난 눈물 흘

려 너를 기다릴뿐

내가 웃는게 웃는게 아니야

또 내가 걷는게 걷는게 아니야

너의 기억 그 속에서 난 눈물 흘

려 너를 기다릴뿐

haha..i'll sing until u like this song..

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2009-07-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

currently TOOOO addicted to

Oasis - Champagne Supernova.

>_<

l y r i c s

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams, she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova
'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why
Why-why-why-why-i-i
(guitar solo)
How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova
'Cuz we don't believe
That they're gonna get away from the summer
But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why
Why-why-why-why-i-i
(a really long guitar solo)
(background - sounds like a bunch of "No"'s)
(birds chirping)
(more guitar)
How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
We were getting high <-- 9 times, background "Oooh-oooh" (Fades out 7th-9th times to just one "Oooh-oooh") (Song gets really quiet, fades to a peaceful guitar solo.)

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2009-07-06T21:18:00.003+08:00

what am i emo about?!

T.T

just randomly feel wanna emo these day..

XD..

just feel a bit stress..

did not know..

my future?

my plan for my future is easy..

work and travel..

tht's it..

but it's different now..

a lot of questions keep popping up in my head..

further study or work?

i alwiz ask myself..

with diploma cert..

where can i be?!

should i go for higher?!

if im working..

where should i work?!

what should i work?!

just feel..

life is getting complicated..

i need to solve thing fast..

and be more serious now..

nowadays i feel...

less joke than before..

im getting serious about my future now..

haih~

someone need to counsel me..

or..

i need a personal psychologist to hypnotise me..

should i?!

내가 미쳤나 봐..

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